In the game that we call life
It’s very easy to get lost
Like a role-playing video game
It’s always tough to beat the boss
Sometimes you have your cheats
Or you let someone play as your crutch
You start to get lazy
Or it’s becoming a little too much
It doesn’t have to be that why
I wish people could only see
I know this for a fact
That I tend to not let it just be me
I’m one of those people who
Like to have someone guide me by hand
I rely too much on others
That, on my own, I cannot stand
I see what’s happening to me
I know what I can become
But there’s something inside me
That makes me want to run
I feel the resentment bubbling
Like a volcano ready to blow
I know that one day
It’s going to make me let go
I know I need to find a release
To keep myself from falling apart
Cause one day I’m going to lose my three lives
And have to go right back to the start
It’s there, I can feel it
But where to start, I don’t know
I want to be a better person
So, to everyone, I can show
I’ll find a way to help myself
Cause I want to help every one of you
I want you to know that you can do it
If only you could realize it too.
Who’s that girl staring back at me in the mirror?
She acts like me, she looks like me
Does she come off that way to you?
My eyes roam back and forth
From my reflection to the girls in the magazines
And yet I can’t help but compare
They’re just not me
I am not skinny like them
Nor can I make my hair perfect like them
I have pimples left and right
I don’t have the need to flaunt off my assets
Nor hang myself off any guy I see
That’s just not me
I don’t eat daintily
I don’t try to starve myself for others
Because that’s just not me
I am not a girlie-girl
Or a sophisticated beauty
That’s just not me
And if you try to make me what I’m not
I have no problem telling you off
Because the girl you see before you
That’s just me.
I’m the type of girl who always looks on the bright side
My emotions are more stable than the oceans and their tides
I can’t remember a time when I never wore a smile
I’ve always stayed true to myself and not once in denial
But I’ve always had this thing about
People and their negativity
You’re always whining about the smallest things
Rudeness is what your sarcasm brings
You don’t know the meaning of someone’s personal space
A rude tick seems to be permanent of your face
I try to ease my way out of this tricky façade
This is too much for me to want to stay
I’m the type of girl who loves positivity and happiness
My friends and family have always given me bliss
I would to anything to give them support
This is a love that is the best of sorts
But if you can’t love your family for what they do
How can you love yourself?
You’re always bragging about the things you’ve done
Thinking that jealousy will make you wholesome
You’re oblivious to everyone’s feelings
Immune to other’s insecurities with which they’re dealing
This is why I want nothing to do with you
So open your eyes and listen to the truth
That, thank to you, I’m over this
And I’m over you
I don’t try to be who I am not
That’s just not the person I am
It’s not the way I’ve been taught
Cause I grew up in the love and care of my family
I wasn’t born to be skinny
That’s simply plain to see
I wasn’t born into a lot of money
But these things don’t bother me
I don’t need a man to make me happy
Or do I need your compliments to boost me up
I don’t need clothes, jewelry, or your money
I can’t get them myself; I’ve got that self-love
I know when enough is enough
I move on through life
Even when the going gets tough
I live each moment like tonight is my last night
All these things make me who I am
You don’t have to understand
I am my own person
Everybody who knows me can see
So you either hate me or love me endlessly
Just please do not try to change me